我其實沒有很喜歡大學前求學的生活。對,這篇文章用“我”字開頭,這不是什麼假裝很客觀的文章。回到話題,今天要談的,也是我其中不喜歡的就是威權。到了國中相較之下比較好一些,但是在華小的那段時間回想起來是有點可怕的。以前上心理學課的時候,我記得講師有問過“為什麼學生不喜歡主動舉手發言?”。有時候儘管台下很多人滿腹疑惑,或者知道老師提出來的問題的答案卻很少有人舉手。
你真了解何謂孤獨寂寞嗎?
孤身一人在鬧市裏,躲在家裡看星星沈思,有人說這是孤獨。
孤身一人在分手後,發現身旁多出了空位,有人說這是寂寞。
那孤身一人流落荒島,這種又叫什麼?
“大哥哥,樂樂在這呢,快來吧!”
很多年前讀過,三十歲應該是人生最燦爛的時刻。可是我的三十歲,過得很累很無聊很枯燥。工作上已經少了當初加入時的激情,生活少了尋求刺激的渴望,想看書想玩個電玩想看電影卻又覺得投入很傷身,甚至想睡覺也不知道腦袋就是無法關機。最嚴重的時候,我是需要看人家電腦遊戲極速破關的過程,才能入睡(或者我看來看去看不懂的教學影片)。好吧,後來想說應該是身體沒有確實感受勞累所以跑去上健身課,結果落得身體更累但還是睡不著的窘境。
前陣子和老友吃飯,除了互相瞭解彼此的近況外,其實更多是在感慨2019年過得并不怎樣。雖然工作性質不太一樣,但是從工作纍積的一些感覺倒是有小部分是類似的。是不是如老友説的人越來越大,能力纍積越來越多的時候,就越發覺得不順遂呢?還是其實,不過就是一種杞人憂天,自我追尋的煩惱?沒有答案,但過去幾年幾年在同個問題打轉找不到出路的部分至少眼下是跳脫出來了。
(more…)故事片名叫地球停止转动的那一天The Day the Earth Stood Still,可是电影完全不是在说这一码事,我可以要求refund吗?如果少了Keanu Reeves和Jennifer Connelly恐怕这部电影要成为一部B级的特技灾难片了。其实会看这部电影主要原因是我想看Keanu Reeves,可是后来看到Jennifer Conelly的时候整个人就是有一种賺到的感觉,当然这种感觉维持的时间不长。
时间真的是很可恶的东西,在还没来得及诅咒整年过得不顺遂时,日历的最后一页就给撕掉,然后新历随之取代。如果说2010年不堪回首,我想2011也不遑多让。但每年过得如何主要还是看个人心态上怎么调试,虽然说得很容易,但是年终发生的一堆事情真的无法让我很轻松很正面看待整年发生的事情。或许只记得坏事是人天生的本能,只有记得坏事的发生才会避免以后再次落得同样的下场,是这样吗?
最近看了兩部格鬥片,可是要說的其實只有在熱映中的基激戰。另一部太極俠是也拍得不錯,但是說來不過不失有點太安全。太安全,指的是電影的靈魂————劇本,甚至到呈現的手法都太典型。結果到了最後,故事反而變成了不太重要的東西,反正看完一群人打到要生要死後,出了戲院大呼過癮就好了。大家進電影院不過也圖個爽快,不是嗎?當然如果你要付錢進去唱國歌展示你的愛國之心那是另當別論就是。
Recently our English for Science unit’s lecturer posted an issue about e-learning at the college’s “e-learning” system (which is actually a blackBoard Learning System that is also used by many other colleges) and we are required to write a response to that issue. She also provided a link to a page that clearly explains about “e-learning”. Until now, I have really no idea on this issue since I am still reading that webpage while I am posting this.
If only looking at my college’s so called “e-learning” system, I really don’t like it much because it is not as useful as I expected. Blackboard Learning System is no doubt a good system handling “e-learning” things but it is not being well used at my college. I myself prefer looking for information at another websites rather than the e-learning system because there are almost nothing provided by our lecturer through the system except for some lecture notes / tutorial questions / assignment questions etc. I have a friend studying at another college and I heard from him that he can get a lot more things through their college BlackBoard System besides notes / assignments etc. And the participation of his lecturer is much better compared to my college. I found that sometimes it is very rare to see any lecturer to join in our discussion in the discussion board and probably this is why Blackboard System is not popular in my college.
But these are only some problems that only occur in my college, and this doesn’t mean that they will happen in other colleges as well. Therefore these cannot be the only points in my response to the issue, *sigh*. Now I would need to start thinking what to write and post them this Friday since I do not have much spare time because the units I took in this semester are quite tough (at least 4 credit hours) and I am definitely don’t wish the same thing happened as the “Introductory to Discrete Mathematics” unit last semester.