后来她某一天下班,听到屋子里传来砰砰声,快吓死的她于是赶紧开门看看发生了什么事,只见男生疯了一样把碗碟狠狠摔在地上,嘴里还骂出了不堪入耳的话来。这是她第一次看到自己的男友如此失控,她喊着他的名字希望他能注意到自己,可是他却听不到。等到他终于把一叠碗碟砸碎后,他通红的双眼看着女主角,他走了过来狠狠地就是一拳。还反应不过来的女生看着他开始流下了泪,同时间,她也看到对方尽管双眼通红面色狰狞,可是眼神内透露的讯息尽是满满的无奈,甚至在揍她的同时也流下了泪。在发泄完心中的怒火后,他像是电池没电了的电动娃娃毫无预兆地倒下了,怎么叫就是不醒。她在无助的时候开始抓起了身边的电话,打了给医院,然后开始收拾满地的碗碟碎片。
吸氣,一步、兩步、三步、四步、五步、六步⋯⋯
當你無法靜下心來打坐,那就出門去跑步吧,有人是這麼說的。於是這就成了他的習慣,開心時疾跑,不開心時慢跑。無論晴天雨天,唯行雷閃電才看在老天份上乖乖待在室內。只要有一天不跑,就渾身覺得不對勁。也不是沒試過慢跑機,但是幾次下來發現這根本就跟不停在輪子內跑的天竺鼠沒兩樣不是嗎?
因为我不是开玩笑,所以我说过至少要跑半马拉松的宣言自己是有在认真的看待的。由于前车之鉴的关系,为了让自己不受伤达到目标,其实个人有在间断式地查询很多事情(过后再聊这个),其中之一,就是找相关的书。其中一本,是在另一篇博文刚巧看到他在介绍这本书(嗯,我有很random在loosely following一些人的blog)。买了这个,另外要买的就是心跳仪,但是我要找的model本地是买不到的,所以之后再聊。
不知怎么搞得,最近看的电影都很血腥。The Prestige死了大概超过一百个人,然后今天终于看到的无间道也死了很多人。两部电影都不约而同的来一个很大的冲击搞到我有点,怎么说呢,我也形容不上那种感觉,就是很不舒服(但不致于惊栗)。港版的我也只不过看了第一集罢了,个人觉得如果真的要比的话,今天看的鬼佬版本真的很鬼鬼feel。不知道怎么说,感觉上虽然是说大概一样的故事,但是我还是比较喜欢港版的。或者尝试不要比较吧,这样会比较公平一些涅,故事的大纲都一样,只不过结局有一些不同,哦,我又在比较了。
去年写的很少,少得在报名的时候本来想再度挑战艺文类却落得文章不足的窘境。其实也不是写得很少,应该说是发表的很少,因为前半年都在写一篇长篇的。后来这长篇写写下又停了,所以造成整个高不成低不就不上不下的情况。其实停了一阵子的唱片也是时候在忙完手上一堆东西后继续了,所以这阵子有在刻意逼自己隔几天要写一篇很短的故事上来。故事不见得需要很完整很原创,因为其实主要的目的是为了重新找回写作的感觉,算是个练习吧。
Few days ago, I posted up my response on the e-learning issue as requested by my lecturer. I was quite shocked after found out that not more than 5 people posted their response. Is this a sign showing that even though we are studying computer science, but we still do not appreciate and utilize the internet connection wisely? Or this shows that our e-learning system has some problem because it doesn’t help attracting students to login (in other word, it sucks)?
But then, I am quite impressed that there are people who rely on the internet resources in studying in my course. This is because in my college, we are rely on the lecturer for notes. If a lecturer does not provide notes for photocopying, then he/she will be in trouble when students evaluate him/her during the end of semester. Not many who are really interested finding out more on the subject somewhere else and this is probably why not many logged into the BlackBoard and post their response.
In my response, I pointed out that constant electrical supply is a main factor in order to make e-learning a success. It is quite insulting when we are already used to electricity black-outs even in this so-called “Advanced State”. Besides that, decent broadband coverage is also another important factor because not many residents in Malaysia are able to surf online with the help of broadband. Even one can surf using broadband, if he/she is using Streamyx’s service, then he/she will probably suffer from the constantly service down. Even though there are other ISPs providing broadband connection but they cant provide low cost connection. This is because wired connection that is generally cheaper is already monopolized by Telekom. In order to use other ISPs’ services, we will need to pay more for the hardware because they use wireless technology to deliver broadband connection.
If these problems are left unbothered, then I do not expect E-learning will become a trend in Malaysia.